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[Puer Lunae]

If one day you realize that you possess the gift of healing, I both congratulate and sympathize with you. Healing is a difficult path. It will not bring you wealth or recognition, nor will it have any impact on your self-esteem. This gift simply restores your inner peace.
Healing demands action, or inaction becomes equivalent to murder.
Despite its complexity, to reject this gift is to reject a part of oneself. They say you don't choose your relatives—healing is the same. Healing chooses you. It's not about curing the flu or a cold. It's much deeper. It's an ancient memory, a body of knowledge.
The first signs appeared in my childhood, when, for no apparent reason, I began to heal my parents, intuitively choosing methods because it felt necessary. Then came my studies at the Ksenia Menshikova School. Slowly, navigating through a sea of information, I eventually found my way to the course on Runes and rune cleansing. That's when my world shifted. Runes became the pattern in the fabric of reality, transforming from something insignificant to a central, dominant force in my worldview.
And, of course, the provocations—those things we all love so much. Provocations that compelled action. When the question was not about curing a cough or the flu, but about life and death. When you truly didn't know whether you would succeed or fail.
Destiny began to present challenges, as if saying, "Now, try this." With each new challenge came new knowledge and experience.
For instance, I discovered that ailments have a specific scent. Another lesson, one tinged with sorrow, was that eyes should not always be trusted. Unfortunately, our brains often deceive us, presenting what we wish to see as reality. So, I adopted the principle, "What I don't see, I'll smell."
Every healer has their own methods. Thanks to the school, my toolkit has expanded significantly. It's not just one or two methods; sometimes there are five or six, depending on the situation.
How did my healing gift manifest? For a long time, I didn't fully understand that it was truly there. But after completing the rune course, things took a completely different turn. Animals began coming to our home, which is no small feat considering I live almost in the forest. Then, these animals would fall ill. Sometimes, the question of euthanasia would arise.
The manifestation of the gift itself was quite peculiar. Initially, it left me perplexed, as I was accustomed to one specific way of its expression: seeing an illness and feeling miserable until it was conquered.
But through my development, a different facet emerged. I noticed that in every living being, there is a spark of life, and it becomes very evident when that spark begins to prematurely fade (again, the key word here is "prematurely"). This manifests on the level of claircognition, as it is not always possible to visually detect these changes.
If that spark hasn't gone out yet, if there is still a will to live, then all is not lost. It's always possible to reignite that spark and turn it into a fire that restores life. And the healer can see, know, or feel this. When you cannot eat or sleep until that spark reignites, it becomes a matter of pure determination.
This is incredibly difficult, both mentally and physically. And success does not bring you any sense of euphoria. No, success simply returns your peace, bringing you back to the state of "before."
Moreover, success often depends not only on you but on the will to live of the one being healed. There's a saying in America: "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink."