Phoebus and Dionysus

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Phoebus and Dionysus

This workshop is for those students who are still searching and doubting which channel they were born into: Light or Darkness. 

By immersing yourself in each of the channels, myths, legends, life stories of the gods Phoebus and Dionysus, by using methods of logic and analysis, you will find the answer to this question and reveal the principles of your own life and those around you.

This will help you to create your reality as you need it, for to live in accordance  with your channel is to live in the joy of self-fullfilment and success.

Admission: completion of the 1st Main course (minimum 1-4 days)

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Colleagues, here to share some results from the task to exist on the principles of the Dark channel, day one, for me:

DAY 1: Dionysus

I reviewed pictures from my baby book and they revealed something in the eyes, as Mentor Petr suggested. One of the pictures shows me as a baby, and my cousin is playing with a toy of mine. And I'm disinterested. My mother makes a note in the book, "Your cousin LOVES your toy way more than you do, and you don't care about it anymore."

I had lost interest.

I called my younger brother and he detailed his perspective of my childhood. -->

"You picked up on things instantly, and it frustrated me since I had to work so hard. I couldn't figure out how you were so fast." He admitted, "If you would have been a dick, then I would have hated you. But you loved me. You would do a backflip first try, then spend hours with me patiently teaching me until I could do it with your assistance, so I could say I did a backflip too. If we were doing things you wanted to do, everything in the world was right for everyone. But if you weren't interested, no one had fun." Note, my younger brother reads as a Phoebus-Child the more I analyze, and this conversation solidified my suspicions even more. "You were also always gone, with some friend or some new person, for hours. And if you wanted something, nothing stopped you from getting it. You were always dragging me along to circumnavigate our parents, get away from them, helping me have experiences away from them. When mom and dad wanted you to clean, you were never around, and I remember admiring it. How does he know? How is he already gone. I'd later find you hiding under the stairs. Or you'd come back from being outside somewhere."

Dionysus principle day was difficult. The information of Day 3, sent me into a state of mental mourning. I started to see my childhood, and reconcile the possibility of my natural channel. The spinning wasn't because I'd hoped to be Phoebus but a stark realization that I'd "missed" so many experiences expressing myself on the Dionysis channel.

Inside, I resisted doing day one on Dionysis. "Fine," I thought, "I'll do Dionysis on Day 2. Break the rules, and it will go better." Maintaining the principle of "do what you're interested in" served to be difficult, it felt like a task I had to complete, and that seemed to scramble the task altogether.

I was finally honest with myself, that I had one thing I was interested in doing. Finishing my third triad of "fear of taking things too far and being caught" -- which the recent true desire geis revealed. Heightened awareness showed I was also in the midst of a provocation to finish that. Layers.

I finished the cleanse. I modeled the extreme end, being caught in the water, leashed chained by the wrists lodged to the sea floor, not drowning, not dead. At least if I was dead, I could restart. But breathing, stuck, caught at the bottom of ocean.

And followed post-cleanse protocol, and got in the shower. The lyrics to Zara Larsson's "Can't Tame Her" came on in my head ... "And you can't tie her down. When the night comes around. Said she gonna party all night (all night)."

I turned the track on and started dancing outside, and could see myself in all the colors and the family started to come out and hang in the dance party. Fun back online.

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In this case, I take the resistance, and the culmination of a very important astral cleanse, non-coincidentally landing on Dionysis day, to be a helpful sign. Of course checking bias here. I'm finding the combination of Dionysis-Parent to be intriguing mixture, and potentially very adept at masking Phoebus.